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Friday, January 12, 2007
actually ive wanted you to spell things out clear, so as to settle things fast? & so tdy agn, you've told me not to bother abt you/ you're not worth it/ you dont want this.. then agn, you said tellin me these doesnt mean d_j_ either.. Contradicting. Confusing. Asked you a qns jus now but you haven reply yet.. but nevermind, i said i will wait.. so reali hope you'd think carefully. Anw i jus wna let you know, no matter what the outcome is, i want you to be happy aft that (despite possibility of me bein hurt agn), really. Cliche? maybe, but i mean it.<3> or perhaps, i dont know.
(Well sometimes i think, maybe right from the start, u could've said "i hate you" and it might have spared us the pain. but then agn, im glad u didnt cos i doubt im strong enough to take that.)
But only love can stay, Try again or walk away.
GAHH.. im sick! cough and slight fever. feel so drained ): oh well, jus wna say thankyou to my dear friends for your concern (: